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Friday, May 30, 2008

Ting Hai

Actually there is someone,
out there so care of me.
But I dont know that at all,
Until i saw him.
Standing under the rain.
Holding the phone try to call me.
And when i want to call him back.
He already went off.

Why the 1st place i nv,
notice he's there all time.
When i notice he is there.
It's already too late to hold.
I want to hold on to him,
But it's too far i could not reach him.
Must i juz let him go like this?
Or try to run after.

Love~~ Is a Funny thing.
When there is someone waiting for u.
U dont even know.
When u notice him.
He's no longer out there.
Why cant i see, why cant i feel.
The love come from him.

Why~~ U dont wait for me.
If u r there juz one more min.
I wont let u go.
All my memories.
Is the back view of u.
Every time when the rain start to come.
My tiers will come too.

20:46 ; smile'

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

No TlkInG

I canNot taLk Because i lost my Mouth..
I Try to tell u I losT mY MoutH..
But i cant..
Because i cant Talk WithoUt My MouTh..

12:07 ; smile'

Monday, May 26, 2008

BRAINLESS

I tHinK I loSt my Brain

i think i lost my brain but i forgot.
i'm trying to think where i left it,
but it's hard to think without my brain.

Labels: brainless

12:15 ; smile'

Today is 26/05/08...

A very lonely day.. cos my Upper study juz left and i need to hander alot of thing..
And because he's not here.. The office is very quilet.. i can even heard my Breathing..
Haiz.. Today i reach my camp dam early and there is nothing to do.. very sian..
My mood now is SIAN only.. Hope can see my friend now.. So we can enjoy and goosip!! haha..

11:58 ; smile'

Saturday, May 24, 2008

If one day we be together,
will the day be over soon?
If one day will be over,
I hope tt i would't know u.
If i really dont know u,
There is no love in my life.
When the day u smile at me,
your face is always in my mind.

Am i going to say it out?

By: C.Keat

Labels: Love Wee.

16:31 ; smile'

Yesh.. This is the day he ask me out and i can tell u..
I'm very HAPPY!! and I know that actually I'm somewhere in his heart..
Even is Juz a normal friend, is already enought..
When i receive his call i was so happy and thing is, he's asking me out!!
But he request me to bring some friend so we can play game that need alot of ppl like eg. CS
Even is that i still wanna go out with him..
Even that day I'm tired but everytime once i heard his Voice or even Msg..
I can forget abt sleepy or tiredness..
After he put down the phone..
I go get ready and left the house..
I decide to meet him in the train and then we go tgt..
When i 1st saw him in the train, he's SMILING =D at me..
Even now i still can remember the smile.. It's so WARM..
I will never forget this day, 16/03/08 and his Smile!! (NEVER)

Every time when i think of him, there is a power pushing me asking me not to give up..
I know we will never be tgt because i know "I'm" not what he's looking for..
Although it's so.. I still hope that i can be his friend..
Even is Juz a very normal friend i oso dont mind..
Although I'm abit stupid and silly but i Juz wanna be like this..

Labels: 16/03/08

16:30 ; smile'

This is 1 of my happiest date in my life..
This day i meet a person,
the person tt i willing to hold on to and hope can be with him forever..
How to say leh? The 1st impression for me is.. Not bad..
Why i say "not bad" leh? Because at tt moment i did not think so much weather he is a good or bad person..

How i know him?
i know him in a camp, funny thing is he's not in the same building with me..
We both is from a difference Unit..
Juz right oppersit my building.. I can see his building when i stand at the window right beside my bed
we start from Stranger to Friend..
So this happen..
i still remember tt day, it was 12/02/08
and the time is around 2140hrs..
This day i need to to book out cos of some Family thing I'll need to hander..
This is not importen, importen thing is, how i know him..
Ya.. i know him cos he's going to book out too in the same time..
That day i was alone.. I'm the only person booking out from my Unit..
And that day i was bored as i need to book out in a late time..
I was siting at the banch waiting for the Farry to come..
Suddenly, a guy come to me and hav a small chat as there is only 2 of us at that time..
So we start introduce ourself, ya his name is called DAVID..
So we hav a chat until we we reach the terminal..
The reson for him to book out is because he hurt his Leg and he need to go for a check up in the Hospital.. And the next day i'm going to the Hospital too..
And the same thing is, we both r going to the same hospital..
I never tell him I'm going to the Hospital cos i dont think there's a need.
So.. We reach the Terminal, and he's not too sure how to go bk by taking bus so i lead him to the nearest MRT station
By right i can go home by taking the bus tt I'm already in but i dont know why i wanna help him as I'm tired..
But i still bring him to MRT station.. After that i go take my bus home..
But dont know why, after we say good bye, I like a little missing him..
Haha.. And the other side is I'm happy.. Juz happy.. I ask my self why and there is no ans..
The next day when i go to the Hospital..
The very 1st thing com to my mind is "can I see him today"?
I keep looking when I'm on the way walking and in the Hospital..
But i cant see him.. Juz when i wanna give up looking, I saw him!!
He's having him Bread1ST.. And when i wanna go forword, there is a force pulling me asking me not to go..
I dont know why.. And i Juz walk away without leting him knowing that i was there..
After that day we start to msg ya.. He is a good person.. Sometime he is cute in a way of cr8ing msg..

Labels: 12/02/08

16:24 ; smile'