I was at the Cinema by myself watching 2012.. I'm there do you know?? I waited for you even it's 9pm i still believe you can turn up.. I was totally upset every minute pass by.. U ignore me again.. ='( This is already the 4th time you left my behind.. Even as friend you can update me weather you are free or not.. You ignore my sms, you did not reply, i still choose to believe and take it that you can make it and you will make it.. Well i might be too silly but i really cant afford to miss a chance by seeing you.. Even there is only 0.001% you will turn up i will still go for it.. But end up, it's only disappointment.. NVM you also wont see my blog de.. Maybe as Ly say i'mjust someone not even a close friend ma.. Why would you care about how i feel?? I'm just like a pass by friend to you.. Sob.. During the movie, i was hoping you will sms me and say something.. I think too much.. Will never happen.. I was so "lost" and i feel like walking so i walk from Cineleasure to Houghang.. It took me 3Hr to reach home.. On the way back i'm totally tired.. I'm just like a Zombie without a soul.. I only think of 1 thing.. Why you ignore??
Now i also notice 1 thing.. When ever i'm upset and need a shoulder or someone to listen to me, no one is around.. I wanted to tell someone but no one is free.. Sorry i need to stop here..
Cheekeat 13 Dec 09 2036hrs
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Sunday, December 6, 2009
Haha ORD loh.. Finally i was out from the Devil hand to Clam back my Freedom.. But seriously.. i thought ORD i will be VERY happy.. But some how, i'm not that excited about ORD.. I just use my usual mood, go to office and that's all.. I went to say Gd Bye to all of my friend who always be there when ever i need.. Haiz.. Step out of that place.. I start to miss the everyone there.. I will TakeCare de and hope you guys too..
I went for my Business meeting and WOW new comer.. And also my 1st time sharing a Book review with so many people.. I was so scare because when ever i was on the stage i will forget what i want to say and will start to shiver, but this time, ya i still shiver but not like last time.. Because i feel that everyone there willing to listen to what i want to say, just like how i give them my attention.. Slowly the fear start to fate.. Thanks for this book "The MAGIC of Thiking BIG". I'm so happy to see this business start to build up.. This Business is like a Tall building, now i might be at the bottom, doing my foundation but i know 1 Day i will be up there.. No matter how people say i will always believe i can do it!! If you think i cant? i tell you i CAN!!
04 Dec 09, the Moon is so Big and Round, i just cant get my eye away from it cos it's too Beautiful.. I was thinking, did "D" saw the moon?? It's so nice, there is a strong feeling telling me to give a call to that person.. So the 1st thing after i bath i called and Wow we talk alot in the phone.. Haha Too happy!! I was so happy that i actually makethat person laugh, looks happy to me that day.. "D" says that every time i called always on the way walking to the gate.. SO i ask "D" is that good or bad?? "D" reply me by "Dont Know" loL.. Haha but for me i think it's good because this is the time where i can talk to "D" and "D" wont think of any-other thing and to me i don't think of anything when i am on my way to camp.. Hahax and "D" mentioning the Moon lo.. The both of us are actually looking at the same Moon la.. Haha so cool.. Saturday we going for Movie!! xD Hehe so Excited!! So looking Forward too.. I really cherish every single minute with "D".. After all we are still friend.. I'm not in a rush, I wont think much, i already give the authority to my Fate.. What i need to do now is to Be good to "D" that's all.. Even till the end of my movie, the ending is not what i want, i still done what i want to do..
